[ The Hand caused more than enough issues in the past and he couldn't imagine the new things they had set into motion with Matt. The man before him had to be his Matt, then, the one he buried and mourned every day since? It gutted him, bled him out into a messy array of emotions he attempted to not feel in the first place. But nothing masked them well enough to start with and Matt being there only made everything worse, a more heady of s rush. It all crashed back into him and took all his self control to not crumble onto the ground and sob.
Hadn't he cried all his tears out? Screamed every frustrating and plea into the silent air? Because everything happened to be too silent, too still without Matt there. Without his comments and stupid charm that should have never made his heart flutter in the first place. ]
If they brought you back using some kind of sci fi weird - they might be able to do something else to you.
[ Losing Matt again, he wouldn't be able to withstand it, especially with the fragility surging over him at the moment. He had never seen Matt appear so lost and unsteady but it made sense with his ordeal.
He preferred thinking of that over death.
Looking down at his wrist, he tried to not let his breath catch in his throat. How did he wind up in these kind of situations? He really needed to find the how and why to fix his current life status. Sooner or later, it would become far more negative than it had already. ]
Okay, you were here to end me but decided not to. I feel much better now, Matt. Right as all damn rain.
[ Rubbing his free hand over his face, he gave a low groan. Nope, nope. Aw hell. ]
Are you still tired? You could take the bed. I need to - shower and change. Was kind of a long day here. Out doing things that put me on some hit list apparently.
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Hadn't he cried all his tears out? Screamed every frustrating and plea into the silent air? Because everything happened to be too silent, too still without Matt there. Without his comments and stupid charm that should have never made his heart flutter in the first place. ]
If they brought you back using some kind of sci fi weird - they might be able to do something else to you.
[ Losing Matt again, he wouldn't be able to withstand it, especially with the fragility surging over him at the moment. He had never seen Matt appear so lost and unsteady but it made sense with his ordeal.
He preferred thinking of that over death.
Looking down at his wrist, he tried to not let his breath catch in his throat. How did he wind up in these kind of situations? He really needed to find the how and why to fix his current life status. Sooner or later, it would become far more negative than it had already. ]
Okay, you were here to end me but decided not to. I feel much better now, Matt. Right as all damn rain.
[ Rubbing his free hand over his face, he gave a low groan. Nope, nope. Aw hell. ]
Are you still tired? You could take the bed. I need to - shower and change. Was kind of a long day here. Out doing things that put me on some hit list apparently.